The one moment I'd want to change the most is the Big Death. Stop it from ever happening. But that's not the question you're asking, is it? You're talking about me personally, right? Not a world-event but a moment specific to me.

My first answer was going to be to change the moment I jumped off the bridge and killed myself. Well, would have killed myself if God's Voice hadn't pulled me back. But then I got to thinking. If I hadn't given up so completely on life and my own worth, would I have heard the Voice? Would I have been Chosen? Being a messenger means I don't get much say in my life and that can really suck, but in a way it's given me a purpose. I'm doing something good; I'm making a difference. I guess I wouldn't change that after all.

So what then? I'd change whatever it is was that made me forget my past. Problem is, I don't know what that was. An event? The Big Death? Or something more personal? I don't know. I'll probably never know. But I'd change it, whatever it was. So I could remember my home.